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the moon side

6/4/2019

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​Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.
― Mark Twain

I got a massage yesterday and the masseuse asked me if I "struggle to relax." I was like "girl, you have no idea."

My current dark side, or an element of it, is my extreme discomfort in my current life. I made a huge necessary career shift including a cross country move and it's been so much. I can see why people do this in their 20s when they're completely unsettled and they don't give AF about anything. In those times (and I remember them vividly) everything is crazy and unsettled so it's all ok. In my 20's I could get drunk, have a hangover and get over it. I could gain 10lb, go on an insane crash diet and lose it all in a week. I could work jobs for no money, live off of ramen noodles and turn the heat off in my apartment when I couldn't pay the bills. It was all ok. I simply didn't know any better 

In my 40s, on the other hand, I'm SO IMPATIENT with this learning process! I gave up a really well paying job and a cool lifestyle to take this job. I don't regret the decision because it will lead me to other things that I want but right now it's a major step down. Especially financially.  I'm now back to some of my 20's lifestyle, the working for no money part particularly, but without the metabolism or the alcohol tolerance. Essentially, I'm living an uncomfortable life and searching for coping mechanisms. But like... cheap ones. 

Gah.

It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's a first world problem if there ever was one. Plus it's a completely voluntary life change so I have no one to blame but myself. 

But still...
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Morgan le Fey link
6/6/2019 03:41:00 am

Ohhh I love this image, very sexy!

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Miss Scarlet link
6/6/2019 11:22:55 am

I hope life improves for you soon.

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Posy Churchgate link
6/6/2019 02:17:03 pm

I am sorry to hear of your current troubles and I wish you smooth sailing through them. You're still looking one helluva sexy lady through all these trials and tribulations though! ~That is a fine, sexy, sculpted bottom and I love how the fishnet enhances your curves. Your bum looks rather biteable to me!

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Brent Crawford
10/9/2019 01:09:52 pm

So I have been following you off and on for a few years now, and I am glad to hear that your change will take you to where you wish to be!! I must say that as a married man that is anchored to this life (with no regrets), that your ability to just make a change like that seems incredibly exciting! I hope that your minor step down is short lived, and you are exactly where you want to be VERY soon!! I love your posts, and I will keep checking in from time to time hopefully to see that you are experiencing WILD success! And to see your incredible pictures!!!!

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hank
2/3/2021 05:20:28 am

beautiful story

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